The Baal HaTanya writes that some people were created NOT to conquer a Midda; just for the battle itself.
There has to be a side to you that is enjoying working without success, meaning just to enjoy the "working" on the Midda itself.
The world today is heavily involved with success.
They say that even the most successful people have a "Blue Monday."
Thank you so much to N.E.J., who sent this magazine my way.